The world is a weird place.
It has a weird way of showing you things.
It has a weird way of showing you that you should tell your loved ones you love them as much as possible.
It has a weird way of showing how love and respect work.
It has a weird way of showing you that you are loved.
It has a weird way of teaching you lessons.
It has a weird way of making you a better individual.
It has a weird way of showing you hatred and pain.
And it has a weird way of showing you that unfortunately most of these things you have to learn and understand by going through some pretty bad times.
But, going through and tackling these things, no matter how bad they get, makes you into the person you are today. And for me, thats someone I'm so damn proud of.
Ive never been great at speaking about my emotions or how I feel. Im a strong person. A really strong person. But i'm not just a person. Im a really strong friend, best friend, Sister, cousin, Daughter, Niece, Granddaughter & employee.
Its taken me 20 years to realise this. However i'm now not afraid to say i'm struggling.
Im really struggling. I don't like disappointing people, or letting people down, or not making time for people. I don't like crying in front of people because i'm there to pick people up, not to let them see me in this way. I have issues and struggles just like everybody else. Some of these things people might look at as trifling, however some people have a fear of the dark and some don't. Think about that. I'm battling things that people don't know because I don't want them demons to define who I am & I promise to not let them win but sometimes, just sometimes, I hold my hands up to admit I am struggling.
Sometimes the weight of the world just gets a bit too much. Which is why I chose to express my feelings and emotion in this way. Im not asking for sympathy, I'm not asking for for someone to drop everything for me. What I am asking for is to make sure whoever is reading this, no matter who you are, please check on the 'strong' people you know. Because they may not have found their release. They might just need a bit of support or someone to listen to them.
Before its too late.
Lots of love
Megz x
Please check out my pages above. It would mean the world. x
It has a weird way of showing you things.
It has a weird way of showing you that you should tell your loved ones you love them as much as possible.
It has a weird way of showing how love and respect work.
It has a weird way of showing you that you are loved.
It has a weird way of teaching you lessons.
It has a weird way of making you a better individual.
It has a weird way of showing you hatred and pain.
And it has a weird way of showing you that unfortunately most of these things you have to learn and understand by going through some pretty bad times.
But, going through and tackling these things, no matter how bad they get, makes you into the person you are today. And for me, thats someone I'm so damn proud of.
Ive never been great at speaking about my emotions or how I feel. Im a strong person. A really strong person. But i'm not just a person. Im a really strong friend, best friend, Sister, cousin, Daughter, Niece, Granddaughter & employee.
Its taken me 20 years to realise this. However i'm now not afraid to say i'm struggling.
Im really struggling. I don't like disappointing people, or letting people down, or not making time for people. I don't like crying in front of people because i'm there to pick people up, not to let them see me in this way. I have issues and struggles just like everybody else. Some of these things people might look at as trifling, however some people have a fear of the dark and some don't. Think about that. I'm battling things that people don't know because I don't want them demons to define who I am & I promise to not let them win but sometimes, just sometimes, I hold my hands up to admit I am struggling.
Sometimes the weight of the world just gets a bit too much. Which is why I chose to express my feelings and emotion in this way. Im not asking for sympathy, I'm not asking for for someone to drop everything for me. What I am asking for is to make sure whoever is reading this, no matter who you are, please check on the 'strong' people you know. Because they may not have found their release. They might just need a bit of support or someone to listen to them.
Before its too late.
Lots of love
Megz x
Please check out my pages above. It would mean the world. x
